Day 3 - Deja vu all over again

The part of me that's tempted to write off the 5 cigarettes I had as a "slip" and assume that I'm actually on day 33 is having some trouble.

My cravings are coming thick and fast, I am distracted and find it hard to concentrate, I'm overwhelmed with feelings - JUST like it was at day 3. So, being true to my body and feelings means that it is day 3 today.

I'm begining to understand why the first step (of twelve) is to own that I am an addict and that I am powerless over nicotine. After 30 days nothing had changed - the addict in me is alive and well.

The question is whether I let it sleep or keep it awake.