Day 5 - Chicken

I really need to do some work. I don't even have a clue what I'm behind on and what I'm really, really behind on. This is not my usual way.

It seems like the part of me that still wants to smoke is ransoming me over work: I'll let you catch up with what you need to do, but first you must have a cigarette.

It's a game of brinksmanship.

So, I take the dare. I am committed to this quit no matter what. No matter what falls apart, I know that smoking will not solve the problem, and I will not smoke. There's an easy way and a hard way.

I'm utterly willing to take the easy way, and I will take the hard way if that's the way you want to play it.