Day 4 - Nic has left the building!

and I'm feeling a little more stable. This has been the worst hell week I've had so far. So much for "I'm good at quiting, I can always have a few slips and start again".

So, I'm promising myself lots fun and relaxation this weekend: lots of latin dancing, meals with friends, and the date with N should keep me going.

Found myself a new personal trainer, and have my first session tomorrow morning. Best go to bed.