Day 14 - Lap dancing

N is now also in a committed relationship:

Mind you I didn't volunteer that commitment bit myself, I had to be cajoled into that one, I had planned for our next meeting I was going to invite you over here for a lap dance and was excited by the idea. So when I am being delivered the ultimatum I'm like but I really want to lap dance for [X].

Oh well - another life time perhaps.

I've proposed ongoing friendship, and this one feels so much easier than with K.